After a long week I have come to realize one thing.... I am miserable. I have very few friends. I have no means of finding someone due to this and due to the lack of availability to meet someone. I have been single for quite some time now, I would say nearly a year. I seem to always put others in front of me instead of me first. Like recently, but I've done this time and time again. Ill like a girl and my friend will too and I will talk to her making him sound amazing, then he goes and ruins her life..... Why do I always do this. I know I am a good guy and I know how to treat a woman but yet here I am the single one.
I guess it also doesn't help that I let my friends push me around and make decisions for me. I am just timid and easily persuaded. Not that I don't think for myself. I just like to make others happy.
I just really wish I could meet an amazing woman for myself instead of someone else...... Ugh... Sometimes I just hate being me....
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